Feel So Numb

As ever had U said to me before
That I sould leave this changes That Im living
Now I guest its all so strange
To feel the way I do
but I ve so much that I feel some pride for my live, so why is it that I feel like this
I need the justify the reason of the changes...But Im feel undeserved...
But if I wish a thorny rose...I ve not woried the hurts.I ve a lot of the ways to escape...
But the really Im not.
But I would like to say much thanks for Ur appreciated and Ur warn
And I understanded how I should be